Times of Trial

Times of Trial

Every year during the season of Lent, we read the scripture about Jesus being lead into the wilderness for a time of trial. I’ve never quite understood why his ministry had to start that way. But it is an aspect of life, isn’t it… From time to time, we all face trials and temptations that really test our character.

In the Gospel of Matthew (chapter 4), we read that while in the wilderness, Jesus was tempted by the Devil. In ancient Jewish theology, the devil was not a little red character with horns on his head dancing around saying, “Extra crispy! Extra crispy! You’re going to burn.” No. The devil was a in a sense the personification of the forces of evil.

It’s interesting. The word devil comes from the root word diablien – to split. The devil, in biblical thinking, is that force that tries to split people away from God and away from each other.

However you want to understand the devil, there is no doubt there are forces at work in the world that are beyond us. Think about how a spirit of greed can seem to settle almost as a culture within a corporation – or an individual. Hatred can seem to just take over a person or a group of people. Spirits of addiction or cynicism or indifference can be almost impossible to shake. I don’t believe the old cliche, “the devil made me do it. But there is no doubt those forces are real… and they are powerful.

If we are to look to Jesus, through out every moment of trial, we see an utter dependence on God. In the wilderness, he fasts, and he leans on scripture – he leans on what he knows to be true about God. Even at the end of his ministry in the garden, we find him in a posture of prayer.

My prayer for you today is this: When you find yourself in the midst of the wilderness; in the midst of forces of darkness that promise one thing – but that can never deliver; in the midst of trials and temptations, may you turn to God. May you depend on God. And may you lean on what you know to be true about God. And as you do, may you also find a courage and a strength, and a hope that comes from beyond you.

Let us pray: God of Grace, as we continue this Lenten journey, draw us closer and closer to you. We give you our hearts and lives again this day. In Jesus’ name. Amen.

We Become what We Behold

We Become what We Behold

The theologian Willam Blake said, “They become what they behold.” That’s an interesting thought, isn’t it… We become what we behold.

Buddhist teachings tell us that, in essence, our lives are, what we give our attention to.

What do we give our attention to? What are we beholding? What are we meditating on?

To be fair, it is rarely that simple. I don’t know about you, but if I sit still even for a few moments, there are all kinds of thoughts going on in my headspace: We’re thinking about children, maybe grandchildren, we’re worried about school or work, the test next week, the project due, the upcoming doctor’s appointment, the diagnosis. Or, any number of other immediate pressing concerns. It’s all up there, constantly…

But then, of course, there are those things that may be getting an inordinate amount of our attention…

A few months ago, I shared with you that a friend was feeling all this stress and anxiety about our country and politics and the world around us. In fact, he was so overwhelmed that he wasn’t sleeping. And he just decided, I am going to fast from cable network news for three weeks… And you know what, it totally worked. He said, his stress level went way down…

There is no doubt we absorb the stress. And maybe our bodies subconsciously think that by staying constantly alert, constantly informed that we’re actually doing something… And we internalize it, don’t we?

At the very least, it is worth asking, what are we beholding? What are we taking in? What are we giving our attention to, most often? Maybe even, what are we missing?

Today, I’m leaving you with a verse from Philippians as a prescription. Write it out. Place it somewhere where you will see it often: on your refrigerator, on your bedside table, use it as a bookmark. Meditate on it. Memorize it if you will. And do it.

“…whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is just, whatever is pure, whatever is pleasing, whatever is commendable, if there is any excellence and if there is anything worthy of praise, think about these things.”

Let us pray: God of hope, in the midst of all the coarseness and noise of modern life, help us to be mindful of what our souls are absorbing… Give us eyes to see blessing and beauty. And grant us hearts to give you praise. In Christ’s name. Amen.

Problems are Opportunities

Problems are Opportunities

Today’s message was written by my friend Rev. Roger Kunkel, founder of Dial Hope.

Friend of Dial Hope, I have a confession to make. Are you ready for this? I am an in-curable hoper and I want you to follow suit. I have a bias that no problem on earth is ever truly insoluble; problems are opportunities filled with possibilities. I do everything in my power to solve problems rather than create them. And I firmly believe that hope is our sustaining friend. It keeps us going through the good times and the restless nights of our souls.

To be sure, you will be sorely tempted to despair at times. Some of you listening to or reading this message are terminally ill, some of you are lonely and depressed, some of you are learning how to live with physical and emotional pain. I advise you: ward off cynicism and cultivate hopefulness. It is a choice you will be called to make daily.

The cynic says, “Blessed are they who believe in nothing, for they shall not be disappointed”. The hopeful person says, “Despite all of life’s ills, pains, and problems, it is still a beautiful world.” Such an attitude will make all the difference in your world. For the hoper, unlike the wishful thinker, is willing to work his or her head off that it might just come to be. We live as we hope. Good friends Kathy and Harry Dodge reminded me that Emily Dickinson wrote, “Hope is a thing with feathers that perches in the soul and sings the tune without the words, and never stops at all.”

Let us pray: Loving God, it’s morning again…another day knocks. The tide of light rises, slides down the walls, across the ceiling, into my eyes, purging the darkness, slowly smoothing the crinkles of sleep. A particle of light has pierced our hearts reminding us to begin again, to get up and go. You promise to bless us so we may be a blessing to others. You give us contagious enthusiasm, so we can go on limping, hoping on every step a testament of gratitude. We scratch the ears of dogs, laugh at the ballet of cats and Pelicans, and dolphins. Help us this day to hear the cry and gurgle of the newborn, to learn from hundreds of teachers, some of them homeless, poor, and uneducated.

Awaken us to the beauty of the mockingbirds, the Milky Way. For You alone, O Lord, are our hope. You alone are our safety, our strength. May we – even with our fears and anxieties, our insecurities and uncertainties – trust, totally trust in your loving care and plan for our lives. Thank you for hearing this prayer. In Jesus’ name. Amen.

Think on These Things

Think on These Things

Shortly before his death in 2005, American Economist Robert Heilbroner suggested a little mental exercise that reminds me to count my blessings. He wrote:

Imagine doing the following, and you will see how daily life is for as many as a billion people in the world.

  1. Take out all the furniture from your home except one table and two chairs. Use blanket and pads for beds.
  2. Take away all of your clothing except for your oldest dress or suit, shirt, or blouse. Leave only one pair of shoes.
  3. Empty the pantry and the refrigerator except for a small bag of flour, some sugar and salt, a few potatoes, some onions, and a dish of dried beans.
  4. Dismantle the bathroom, shut off the running water, and remove all of the electrical wirings in your house.
  5. Take away the house itself and move the family into the tool shed.
  6. Place your “house” in a shantytown.
  7. Cancel all subscriptions to newspapers, magazines, and book clubs. This is no great loss because now none of you can read anyway.
  8. Leave only one radio for the whole shantytown.
  9. Move the nearest hospital or clinic ten miles away and put a midwife in charge instead of a doctor.
  10. Throw away your bankbooks, stock certificates, pension plans, and insurance policies. Leave the family a cash hoard of ten dollars.
  11. Give the head of the family a few acres to cultivate on which he can raise a few hundred dollars of cash crops, of which one-third will go to the landlord and one-tenth to the money lenders.
  12. Lop off twenty-five or more years in life expectancy.

Whenever I read this, I feel gratitude, and at the same time, a little ill at ease. By comparison, I have so much! I am reminded that our scriptures are very clear: With our wealth comes the responsibility to use it wisely, not to be wasteful, and to help others.

Jesus once said, “To those whom much is given, much will be required.” (Luke 12:48)

In the book of Genesis, God says to Abraham, our father in the faith, “I will make you into a great nation, and I will bless you; I will make your name great so that you will be a blessing..” (Genesis 12:2)

Today, let us think on these things.

Let us pray: Loving God, you have blessed us so richly. Help us to find deeper meaning and purpose in our lives by helping others. Meet us wherever we are on the journey of life this day – bring us healing and empower us to grow. Amen.

Theology Lesson for the Day

Theology Lesson for the Day

There is an old Peanuts comic strip in which Linus gets a splinter. When Lucy notices, she exclaims, “Ah-Ha! That means you’re being punished for something! What have you done wrong lately?” “I haven’t done anything wrong!”, Linus answers. To that, Lucy replies, “You have a sliver, haven’t you? That is a misfortune, isn’t it? You’re being punished with misfortune because you’ve been bad!…” She continues, “I know all about these things! I know that…” Just then, Linus interrupts, “It’s out! it just popped right out!” As Lucy walks away frowning, Linus says, “Thus endeth the theological lesson for today!”

Lucy’s theology is bad, though unfortunately, it is not uncommon. Sometimes people think that illness or misfortune is a sign of sin. Sometimes they look down on those who are down and out. However, bad things do happen to good people. And, good things sometimes happen to bad people. We don’t know why that is.

What we do know is that God sent Jesus into this world to share in our suffering, pain, and heartache. While there are no promises in scripture that life would be easy – there is the promise that God is with us – offering us strength and courage, peace and hope even in the midst of our trials.

What if Lucy had comforted and helped her brother instead of heaping on the guilt and blame? Now that would have been a theological lesson worth teaching!

Let us pray: Loving God, we can’t pretend to have all the answers, or to understand why things happen as they do. We remember Jesus saying that you cause the sun to rise on the evil and the good, and send rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. Whether it is sunny or raining in our lives, help us to follow his example of self-giving love. May we find meaning and comfort in a grounded trust in your goodness and through our service to others. We pray in the name of the One who gave even his life for us. Amen.

Not Exactly What I Prayed For

Not Exactly What I Prayed For

Many years ago, Barbara Bartocci wrote about a time when she was searching for the perfect birthday card for her husband. She came across a humorous one. On the outside, it read, “Sweetheart, you’re the answer to my prayers.” Then, on the inside, it read, “You’re not what I prayed for exactly, but apparently, you’re the answer.”

That funny birthday message became the Bartocci family motto over the years. Whenever a family member struggled with a setback or disappointment, someone would remark, “Well, it’s not what you prayed for, but apparently it’s the answer.” The family learned to find comfort and wisdom in accepting life as it was, not as they would have it be.

There is no doubt about it, humor helps us deal with the heavy side of life. And, it is true that sometimes God answers our prayers with a “Yes,” sometimes, “No,” and sometimes, “Not Yet.” While we don’t always know how God is at work, we can trust that God is with us through it all.

Let us pray: Grant us, O God, an ability to laugh even in the face of the abyss. Above all, help us to trust that you are at work in our lives and in the world around us. With your grace and peace, we know we can do all things through Christ, who strengthens us. It is in his name we pray. Amen.

Do Things God’s Way

Do Things God’s Way

Today’s message was written by my friend, Rev. Roger Kunkel, founder of Dial Hope.

You know, when we are born, the laws of God are already established. And, these governing principles are unchangeable… Fixed.

For example, there are the laws of the seasons. The farmer learns these laws and is governed by them. He plants his crop when it is time to plant so that he can reap when it is time to reap. It would be foolish for him to rebel and plant out of season, for this would not change the laws of God. It would only cause the failure of his crop.

So it is with your life. Each day you face a choice – your will or God’s will. If you choose to forget God, to be self-willed, self-centered, it is inevitable that you will have “crop failure” just as a farmer who foolishly plants out of season. But, if you choose to do God’s will as best you understand it, you will reap a harvest of joy and accomplishment.

In Psalm 37:4, the Bible says, “Be delighted with the Lord,” which means, rejoice and be happy doing things God’s way, “then God will give you your heart’s desires.” (Psalm 37:4, The Living Bible)

Let us pray: Almighty God, unto whom all hearts are open, all desires known and from whom no secrets are hidden, cleanse the thoughts of our hearts by the inspiration of your Holy Spirit, that we may perfectly love you and worthily magnify your holy name. Through the grace of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Holding All of It

Holding All of It

I was listening to the On Being Podcast with Krista Tippet the other day. It was a really interesting conversation she had with Sharon Salzburg, who is a Buddhist meditation teacher. Sharon was talking about her work helping parents and others who lost loved ones in the aftermath of the Parkland High School shooting. And she related that when she was there teaching, working with these parents, helping them with their grief, someone in the room raised her hand, and said, “I feel really weird, because I’m having an incredible experience, learning about mindfulness and meditation and being with you, and I know the only reason it’s happening is this horrible thing happened…I don’t know how to get over that, to be with this.” And Sharon said, “I don’t know if we ever get over it, so much as we learn to hold them both at once.” The joy and the sorrow. The light and the dark. The pain and joy of life as it comes. It’s all there. It’s all real.

I was listening to this, and I couldn’t help but think about the psalms, which really do a beautiful job of holding it all together. There is this acknowledgment: Yes there is pain. Yes, there is need. But even in the midst of that, there is good and beauty. Even in the midst of the darkness, there is a praise that comes forth.

And of course, this is not praise for the situation. We don’t give praise for cancer or school shootings. We don’t give praise for dementia or a pandemic. But we can give praise even in these circumstances… because God is with us, through all of it.

Ultimately, that is our hope. As I mentioned yesterday, this is not a hope that we will escape the hardships in life. There are no promises of that in the Bible. But it is a hope in the God who is with us in the midst of all of it… in the joy and the sorrow, the laughter and the tears, the tragic and the breathtakingly beautiful. It is a hope in the God who holds it all and who holds us, from the moment of birth to the moment of dying, and beyond…

I don’t know what you are going through in your life right now. But I do pray that you would know God’s presence, grace, and peace in the very core of your being. May you place your hope in the One who holds you – even now.

Let us pray today with the psalmist: Your power and your righteousness, O God, reach the high heavens. You who have done great things, O God, who is like you? You are our rock and our fortress…You are our strong refuge. Help us to trust, and to ever sing praise. In Christ’s name. Amen.

Hope Arising

Hope Arising

In Psalm 71, again and again, the psalmist cries out: Deliver me. Rescue me. Save me.

None of us would have to reflect very long to remember a time when we prayed that prayer… maybe by a hospital bed… or in the wake of diagnosis… or divorce… or even in the throughs of a long-term series illness. Save her! Help us… Deliver me!

I remember some time ago, a young man who was in recovery from serious drug addiction, told me that right before he got sober, he had this moment when he realized that there was nothing he could do within his power to stop using. He simply fell to his knees in prayer… Help me… But he shared with me that this prayer is not something he prayed just once. It is the same prayer every day first thing when he gets out of bed. He hits his knees and pleads, “I can’t do it, without you Lord. Help me…”

What’s interesting about this Psalm is that there is a balance, a back and forth, between a heartfelt prayer for deliverance and a confident sense of trust and hope.

In verse 14:

But I will hope continually,
and will praise you yet more and more.

In fact, three times the psalm goes back and forth between a crying out and a statement of trust and praise. And it seems to be, in the balance of it all, in the holding of it all together, the crying out, the remembering, and the praise, that something arises deep within this psalmist. It’s a confidence that cannot be shaken, a hope that cannot be contained.

Verse 3: …you are my rock and my fortress.

Verse 7: …you are my strong refuge.

This is not a hope that we will necessarily escape hardship. But a hope in the God who is with us in the midst of all of it… in the joy and the sorrow, the laughter and the tears, the tragic and the breathtakingly beautiful. It is a hope in the God who holds it all and who holds us, from the moment of birth to the moment of dying, and beyond…

I pray today, that this prayer from the psalms, would be your prayer. May you too cry out when in need, and even in the midst of that need, may you too remember God’s past grace. And as you do, may there arise within you a profound hope, a measure of trust, and even a song of praise.

Let us pray: Loving God, I pray today especially for those who need you need. Deliver, Lord. Rescue. Save. We entrust our very lives to you again this day; through Christ, in whose name we pray. Amen.

He’s Never Failed Me!

He’s Never Failed Me!

Today’s message was written by my friend Rev. Roger Kunkel, founder of Dial Hope.

In Chicago, a man was about to cross a busy street when a lovely young girl walked up, led by a seeing-eye dog. He realized that she was blind. The lights changed, and the people started crossing. He was about to offer to help her across the street when a big fellow stopped his truck, jumped out, and said, “Lady, can I help you across the street?”

“Oh, thank you, but no,” she replied. “l have to trust in my seeing-eye dog. If I depend on someone else, the dog won’t guide me.” “How can he tell when the lights change?” the man asked. “l don’t know how he knows,” she answered as the dog began leading her across the crowded thoroughfare, “but he knows. And, he’s never failed me!”

You know, this is just how it is with us when the lights in our lives are changing and we’ve got to move ahead…we can’t panic. We’ve got to trust our guide – God…and walk by faith. We can’t see the way, but God can. And, he will guide us to safety- He’s never failed! In Proverbs we read: “Trust in the Lord with all your heart…and he shall direct your paths.” (Proverbs 3:5,6)

Let us pray: God of all beginnings, and God of all middles and endings as well, we bow in your presence to confess our dependence on you. Lord, we trust you. Clearly you have made everything beautiful in its time. Everything good that has ever happened to us…we owe to you. For only by your grace through Jesus Christ do we understand life as we do, and value those things that give meaning to our existence. Now grant that when our life is ended, we may hear you say, “Well done, good and faithful servant.” Through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.